The Difference is Same !

I have a question. Why do you think people believe in god? Is he a natural force? someone who created this world and controls everything? or someone who us human beings created in our minds ?


Back in the past, a long time ago probably, there was only considered to be one god. 'The Almighty'.
The present right now as it is; is full of existence of these 'one' gods.so here a question arises..are these just images that people have created or is it actually true? or maybe these variety of gods are just children of that 'one' god?


Many people do claim that there are proofs of god's existence. "Proof of which god?" I ask. and i get no answer. I may not know that how this world of living came into existence,how mankind was created. Possibly evolution.But who knows.?


Recently i come across these people who worship god everyday. I ask them "why worship only a god of your religion?" they say it's a tradition and it also gives a feeling of patriotism.
Honestly i was disgusted with their answer because it showed me racism in their veins.
you might say i don't have any respect for any religion.I do respect all religions.i just want to merely point out to them that god is one and he is within you. Stop worshiping an idol that is not going to make you successful in life !!


My habit is also kind of funny.Whenever i go near any religious place and i mean literally any.I join my hands in respect of that religion.But if you actually want to keep a god for each religion then why not keep a god for each and every vice and virtue on this planet? like a god of anger, the ear god, the nose god, the ingenious god moreover how would the carrot god sound?..anyways you get the gist..


There are situations that we come into many a time. Some may be tough, some may be easy.some are just way too complicated but they are never impossible to face. i just want to advise you guys that whenever you face any situation just remember you don't have to fold your hands and start praying. You have to rely on yourself - the god within you and your common sense of course.


Life has weird situations.they never can wait.they want to face you.all you got to do is stand strong and fight the evil 'force'.Just when you think its impossible there opens up another way. Never be selfish.Stop trying to help yourself when you cant. 


Help is always given to those who ask for it but the need to ask for help will only arise when your confidence or your best of friends leave you.....and that can never happen because one of them always stays back with you to help you get back up.


Quite intriguing ain't it?

Friends Off Friends?

Its been a long time friends. I haven't been posting much but thats what i hope to change.It has been a pretty rough week,a hard one but yes there are a lot of changes that took place in this small period of time.So you can guess where i was.Dealing with all shitty problems of life.It wasn't just only one.It was like a stampede that crumples you beneath itself and you still survive bearing through.And then theres always something else that helps you.A friend.or maybe a couple of friends, sometimes even acquaintances or sometimes even people whom u have never even met.Bear in mind,these people somehow know exactly what to do and they help you survive.not literally.but yes enough to get back your strength and self confidence back and some hope for moving on or to go on ahead.

What was the first thing that entered your mind when you read the title?
think and tell me that. but im going to tell you everything anyways but im open to your first impressions.
so here goes..

Recently i discovered that i have an affinity to socialize with people.you must have heard about meeting through mutual friends.its kind of the same case but different in its own way.As i said it was a rough week, my best friends were having exams and i didn't want to tell them anything what i was going through.but i had to tell them because being the idiots they are they guessed that something was wrong but before that there was more to it.

I don't remember how i made friends with my best friends or how i even met them.the first time that you introduce yourselves to each other should be a memorable one right? A majority of the world remember.but i come in that category of having a really sharp memory but not remembering those memories which matter the most.

Well it was just another day and one of my best friends-Nicole (name changed fro anonymity) tells me about this girl in her college. was intrigued by this girl. and after a week or so i randomly send a friend request to this girl 'A' on Facebook. Normally no person accepts a request from a stranger but since Nicole had told 'a' that i was her best friend she had accepted the request two days later. and the idiocracy here is that i don't even remember how i started talking to her. Some days passed and i thought its high time maybe i send her an inbox message to her.so i sent her an inbox exactly like i was a nervous small boy waiting to open his gift. I haven't done that loads of times so its obvious i might have felt like that. i waited...2 days..3 days..4 days..and success she replied!..but she wasn't like the other girls nor is my best friend Nicole for that matter. Nicole is one of a kind and i would'nt know what to do if she wasn't there.id be like a lost puppy..
i kind of felt connected talking to 'a' somehow and the feeling was weird. More days passed, i sat on Facebook normally as i used to and suddenly i see her online.i don't miss the opportunity i said hi and then started a conversation.me and 'a' had conversations like that loads of times.and then one day i decided to ask her for her number.it was a bit stupid but yet i did that.and she asked me "isn't it too soon?" and i was dumbstruck..i was thinking on what to say..i actually sweat but i did come up with a reply and everything was normal.The next time i talked to her she herself gave me her number and i didn't know what to think.well time passed on.Nicole and me were close then and are closer now.but with 'a' it was at the same constant speed.but recently when i had this hard week.somehow we got to talking and 'a' let her heart out.not literally but yes we were friends since long.but i was amazed at the fact that i could trust her and she could too even though we have not even met...i just wondered how did i get such a friend.i was happy but Nicole's friends didn't think so and she herself didn't approve of the idea of online friendship.yea i know stupidity on my part too.i mean who goes and makes friends with a random stranger? but thankfully Nicole said she didn't have a problem with me talking to 'a' she just didn't approve the idea of online friendship.and i wondered to myself did i just make a friend off a friend?
 i wanted to tell Nicole that whatever may come her place is not going to be take by anyone else.but whenever i wanted to tell her i couldn't but if shes reading this well then Nicole now you know :)

I hate to bore you guys but its a true story.it maybe mine it maybe not.but one thing i know for sure.its something that you could find related in your life.somewhere something somehow always connects so read on.

my second best friend - ronald tells me about a girl he liked and went out with before and he obviously told her about me as best friends do about each other. so not being that shy like last time with 'a' i sent her a friend request and the same routine continued until i came to the number part. I remember giving her my number first.so in case she decides to come in the city she could call me and we could meet.well days passed again with her too.we just chatted normally.then suddenly out of the blue she messages and i finally got her number..now this girl 'p' was a mixture.different again.not like 'a'.but then again everyone is different.but i mean mixture as in a carefree girl.but serious on the smallest issues.my first impression and that impression of her was that she needed to let go of her restricting boundaries she built up herself.what i still feel is that she should try and stop herself from having mood swings all the time and maybe not make mountains out of molehills. but you know,thats her flaw and friends dont look at flaws.yes, it's sure with time that that flaw will change..its bound to.but until then i just need to adjust to her.and thats how i did it.i adjusted to her in a weird way.i became that exact mood she was in whenever i talked to her.the best thing i liked about 'p' was that we both had some things in common.and we could capitalize on it and talk and get to know each other better.well thats not the best thing about 'p'.the best thing about 'p' is a bond that i could connect to.its like im her friend bound by the unbreakable vow.here again i was worried that ronald may have a problem if i talked to her but thankfully he didn't.and then again i wondered did i just make a friend off a friend?

Can we make friends off friends just because they are friends of our friends? Well sometimes it does work out perfectly, sometimes it doesn't. because there was one more try that i had made. but i was unsuccessful. i was scoffed at for being such a weird ass for not going out and meeting people.but well that is where that person was wrong.i did go out and make friends. Since he/she didn't have that much of a level to interact he/she didn't become my friend but i still had my 3rd best friend so it didn't matter.the actual matter is when there comes a point when you lose a friend i try with every vein and every blood cell and every bone to let it not come to that matter...



In this world people are different, they are unique,
A person is crazy for love, and friendship is what they seek,
making friends is hard,making best friends is the harder part,
when you don't meet for a long time(or never met your friend at all) its easier not to fall apart,
there are friends you can connect to in an instant, there are friends you connect to in months,
and when you're finally through you'll know that it was worth the effort and worth the countless grunts.
friends have no definition, friends play a huge part..
in your life friends will help you as with friends is where resides your heart...

--this ones dedicated to 3 friends Nicole, ronald and niko...(and for 'a' and 'p')

BEAUTY-the idea of life(The End)

HIM:You may not have ever seen me

But you know that I am here.
You can feel me in your heart
As you enter each new day.
I will always be there for you
I am your friend.

Someone to share the good times
As well as the bad.
I make no judgments by what you say
I just listen with my heart and
Hope to be of help in anyway I can.

I will be there for you now and forever
And always please remember
I am there..

HER: There were times when 
I could not read the face, 
I had studied so long without a trace,
and when this lonely guy, 
was a greater mystery to me,
and made me think I could never cry.
For any men of this world,
because all I could think was the last time you kissed me !

HIM: I close my eyes,
as I see you leave me,
I never thought you would,
but you did,
you left me all alone.
All I can do now,
is dream about you,
saving you from danger,
like an angel,
I'll always be protecting you,
but you just left me,
and that hurts my heart,
please come back to me,
don't leave me here,
alone in the darkness,
just one thing I can only do,
and that's to keep on dreaming for you!!

(thought process)

Symphonies of pureness on her lips,
on her eyes, on her hair.
Memories, pain, love, happiness,
wherever she looks back and breathes,
his perfumes follows her.
Whenever she looks back,
his memory is there.
The whispers are felt and callings are heard,
petals of roses are falling down her hair,
she cries in his memory.
he's always there in her thoughts,memories and heart.
He died in her arms,he died telling whispers of love.
whispers that never had and never understand.
in the end she died too in the same time with him.
whispering to him"i'm here to catch u when u'll fall."
Whispers of love,embrace,love,pain,tears.
were heard throughout the world that day,

what started in February, sadly ended in the summer of may.

BEAUTY-the idea of life(Prologue)

She takes a step closer,
her eyes nervous with excitement,
as she walks down an alleyway,
she takes a left turn at a junction
and draws a sharp breath.
she is amazed by what she sees,
her smile was never ending,
appreciating the beauty of her surroundings.
Her dainty hands;delicate to hold,
held a flower,
but it seemed as if the flower itself was her beauty.
they both were one.
Suddenly the flower wilted in her hand and her smile faded.she wishes she could turn back the clock but knowing that can never happen she tries to accept her reality.As she walked down the rugged path,she feels remorse.Her hands stained with blood;now she is a ghost.a ghost that realized that she herself is natures beauty.She stood there confident in her choice and a careless whisper escaped from her mouth.

You told me to come, you told me to see,

but what has happened now has set me free,

I did try, I tried my best,

to come back to you but now forever rest!

BEAUTY-the idea of life..

His mind disturbed with all the thoughts going on,
this idea creeps into his mind driving him insane,
he tries really hard but he cant do what he has to do,seems like that all he ever knew was lost in vain!
but he comes back up to get back on his feet,
the idea now consuming him,
he thinks his solution to it will help solve everything,
but he's wrong in his thinking.
as nothing works,how much ever he tried,
the idea devastates him.


And out of the devastation, from under the rubble, a hand...a feeling of hope..a feeling so powerful, so overwhelming that he rises up from his fall completely and now stands in awe of the beauty standing before him.he walks towards the beauty and reaches out to it with a clenched fist and all he gets is crumbling dust in his burnt hands.


The beauty hurt, injured but alive pleads with him to save her.he looked around in desperation,something that could help him to save her from the silence of a saw and the shadow of a grudged dream.


Arrogance and will clashing with each other...will he leave her? or will he stay?


to be continued....

LIFE BY minor ASSUMPTIONS!

Its been a while guys. I've been too lazy to post and theres too much of been happening too.but well all this while I had been writing.So i got a whole lot to say,narrate, get poetical etc.u get the gist.I kinda feel guilty not to post. It feels like an injustice done to me and you.Anyways this next one is a perspective of a person who let me in completely.i turned his heart into words and well here it is.:)


One day i come across a person who in fact now is a friend of mine. He/She lives her life normally like every other person though with the exception of some minor setbacks and unique talents.He/she had this habit, i'm sorry has this habit of assuming atrociously.Though it is really frustrating, I've learned to adjust to him/her.But what is annoying that even though i accepted his/her faults, he/she refused to do the same with me.Because of his/her assumptions, he/she thinks that i don't understand him/her and take all my frustration out on him/her. Maybe because of this, we both keep on having fights occasionally.But when we do have fights, it seems to go on forever.I try to make him/her realize that i'm not perfect, yet somewhere he/she expects me to be so,thinks it to be so,moreover assumes it to be so.


I try, I try my best. I'm always there for him/her but maybe somewhere I must be slacking.Maybe theres a place i haven't reached out to yet.It feels feels like an unfulfilled wish or maybe an unnerving sensation.
You feel like you want to end this.Guys think about it.How many times have you been frustrated with people who have got on your nerves?
Somewhere in that heart of yours you assume too.It's because of these tiny assumptions which then turn into misunderstandings that sometimes are disastrous.I've learnt my own lesson.I taught myself how to be the kind of guy who knows how to accept another person's fault accepting my own first.


So i'd just like to say to you that always give second chances to people no matter how many times they are.Just try and forgive and that makes all the difference:)
--hex

LOVE IN REGRET!

THIS IS ONE OF MY POEMS AGAIN..IM SORRY GUYS BUT THIS WEEK I THINK IM ALL ADDICTED TO POETRY...SO THIS ONE IS WITH MY LOVELY AND BEAUTIFUL SISTER YASHICA..WHICH I MADE ON SKYPE...I START THE LINES AND EACH ALTERNATE LINE WILL BE BY HER.:)..AND THANKS SIS...LOVE YOU FOREVER!:)

It doesnt matter who i choose to be, 
as long as i know that u`re rite here with me,
and i know that your always there for me,
but if only i could get u to see,
this person inside i wish to free,
requires just your company
and when i see u going down that road
it makes me want to come aboard
on that journey .. i know not where
all that matters is i have u rite there
as we walk together in the month of may
i constantly yearn for u to say.. those things u always kept from me
i hope u let them out some day.



The fact that we`ve been kept apart
has made me want to try and start
all over again just u n me..
our names engraved on each other's heart!!